And They Said The Questions Were Simple

What change do you want to see in your personal life - right now?
I want more friends, more people to have an actual conversation with. I want to taste liberty, practice independence, and speak inspiration.

What change do you want to see in your community & country by 2015?
Less car, more pedestrians and people with bicycle. People will smile to random strangers they meet on street. Schools won't push the students to run merely for scores and the students will be mature and open-minded enough to complement the system. Adults won't lose their sense of humor and teenagers will keep themselves posted with the news because they know it's important. Local TV series won't suck as bad as today and more people will listen to The Beatles.

What sort of programmes or ideas of campaigns would you support?
Generally, any program that leads toward good changes, revolution if possible.
Specially, programs that help people realize how big the role of love in our lives is, the ones that help people rediscover the art of being happy, and the art of laughing.

A Long Sigh

You see, life is like the biggest joker ever, a bad one, if one might add. It gives you unexpected turns, sudden rush of motions, and stupid surprises. Life is like this fuckin smarty-ass, which actually knows everything but picks smiling instead of telling, simply cause it wants to see you dropping your jaw once you end up with a dead end. As a friend, life kinda sucks. Yes, it dances with you when you're happy, but it doesn't give even the slightest crap when things turn upside down.
Life is a huge bully, you have to go with its rules, no options, no buts.

By the way this is estrogen typing. Over and out.

Humbug

I just took a listen to Arctic Monkey's newest album, Humbug.


Their music is... different, compared to their previous albums. Slower tempo, less upbeat tunes, and lyrically, less intriguing yet still twisted. Still got a special thrill for this band, though some of the new songs don't really fit my ears the way their previous songs do. Well they evolve, I guess.

Alex Tuner now and then. Feel any difference?

Look at Alex and his half covered face, also Jamie with his beard and new hairdo. They've grown even older.
Anyways I love these shots, the tone and lighting are simply pretty.

Take a listen too!
Cool Tracks : Cornerstone, Potion Approaching, Crying Lightning.

She was close,
And she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely,
"Please, can I call you her name?"
Cornerstone/Arctic Monkeys

Oh-My-God

Pete Doherty--Peter Doherty has just released a solo album!

Titled Grace/Wasteland

The Guy

Best Tracks so far : Sweet By and By, Sheepskin Tearaway.
Aaww I'm so excittteeeedddd, brb exploring the super cool twelve new tracks~

"So, give me your surrender...
There are other ways to kill a prey
But then it would never mend you
It's like trying to dry your eyes in a pouring rain"
Sheepskin Tearway/Peter Doherty

What Excites Me Nowadays

Weey how are you people? It's been quite a time since i talked to you last, and I missed a lot of thing cause I was losing touch with the cyberspace days before yesterday. Well, fortunately I have things to be excited about these days, and they're good.

The biggest of all is probably The Sims 3, which is like, "Man, whoever created this, they're geniuses!".

In third generation of The Sims not only you can visit your neighbors but also you can travel throughout the city-- i mean walking around, not just, travel like in The Sims 2.

That's the Grocery Store

And that's the retro dining place

And your Sims will have specific traits, the personality is even more complex, and real. You should try it, you won't be sorry. Well the game approached me not in the right time, I was in the middle of my exam week so it kinda ruined my study-plan. But anyways, I all passed that and now I can play it with no time limitation. Woo hoo~

And after I waited for five years, finally Green Day launched their new album. It's titled 21st Century Breakdown.

Well most of you maybe don't know this but i'm a big fan of Green Day since I was in 7th grade. Anyways, the album is good and knowing that most reviews gave the album lots of stars just make me happy. For the best tracks I would choose Viva La Gloria! and Last Night on Earth. But 21Guns and 21st Century Breakdown is good, too. Beautiful tunes, go listen to it! Now I'm all excited about diving into the lyrics *squeals*.

Green Day dudes

Next is, I've replaced Mox with Nox and it feels good, really really good. I'm still using Windows, though. I think I'm too comfortable with this OS to convert to Mac. Everything feels superfast, no more sound jam everytime I launch Adobe Photoshop simultaneously with iTunes, no more minutes of startup, no more cursing at the screen! I'm in love with technology.

And I installed the Adobe Photoshop CS4. It's cool, even better than CS3. Everything is grouped, nicely arranged, and the effects are smoother, from what I've tried.

Even just desaturating can be tricky

Well I've only used it once so far, but I know it's good.

And I found this hilarious duo at YouTube, Smosh. Do you know them? They make short movies and post it at YouTube periodically.

They're so funny, I spent last night watching them till 2am. Go search for and watch them at YouTube or visit their website.

So if you're interested in things I'm rambling about above, why don't you try them? and after you're done, share what do you think about them here!

I think that's all. I'll be doing a tag from Ravi in the next post, it's about my 10 Bad Habits B-)

Have a nice Sunday, people. Smooch away!

Mox Jr?

Okay, what makes today is not 100% shitty is, I have a chance of getting a new personal computer since Mox is definitely getting older and slower.

So I'm thinking about what kind of personal computer would I want? First thing on the list is, well, iMac

Maybe I've got too comfortable with XP but i always have this crush with Apple's products. That i(add a noun here) is brilliant. But then I realized that the major point of why I like Apple's products is the design, the outer look. I want something... simple, elegantly simple. Unusual. Pretty. Not black, maybe?

But the budget is kind of tight so... I don't know.

About the spec, first priority is speed, then graphs, then sound. I want to be able to play the sims 3--which Mox isn't able to run. I don't know what I should get, chance like this maybe will take years to come again so I need to use this one rightly, fully.

Oh, money.

Sorry for the bad structure, I'm having a rough day.

It Was Dramatic

Before today, it's been quite a while since the last time I really cry because of my feelings.

There was a moment when I thought crying feels good, like giving a break to yourself and letting all insecurities out. That was when I cry zero time, and maybe that's why I thought it's good, cause I didn't really know anything about crying. I don't know, I am weird.

Just a short moment ago, crying started to be a big deal for me. I don't want to cry over small things, I don't want anyone whoever that is get used to the scene of me crying, I hate to cry when it's not just myself to see and hear me sobbing. Moreover because crying is really exhausting and if at last I sleep after I cried, I will have this terrible headache and swollen eyes once I wake up.

Yet that's what happened today. And now my head hurts. My eyes too.

At the moment things are at ease. They're okay.
Oh well... But when it comes to me that's yet to be a yes.

Men, Women, and What Makes Them Different

A friend of mine once said :

"Women love men gradually from 0% to 100%
While men love women counter-wisely, from 100% to 0%"

I felt sort of terrified first time he said so, cause deep down inside--somehow--that rings kind of true. And right. And precise.
Decided to take a glimpse of faith and see things as they go, though :-D


Anyways, is that quote true? What do you think?

Being Emotional

"Woman is very much an emotional creature."

Itu kata buku ilmiah yang gue baca pas kelas sepuluh, disuruh Pak Edi--Guru Bahasa Indonesia. Dan gue setuju sama kalimat itu sejak pertama kali baca, karena dilihat dari tingkah laku men-women pada umumnya aja udah keliatan, yang mana yang lebih cenderung make kepala keteimbang hati dan sebaliknya.

Mengalami ledakan-ledakan emosi, kadang rasanya kayak being completely a teenager. Freak tapi ya iya bener, karena pada saat-saat emosi gue terlalu stabil bukan nggak pernah gue ingin sesuatu untuk metrigger ledakan ringan, but mostly in good ways sih -___-

(taken from here)

Gue adalah orang yang sangat memakai emosi. Emosi gue terlalu beragam, dan gue adalah too much of an idealist dalam memandang bagaimana seharusnya bersikap dengan memakai ataupun menghadapi emosi. Dan secara tidak sadar mungkin gue sudah berasumsi bahwa semua orang juga memakai cara pandang itu, which i have just realised lately, is totally a no.

Tapi gue nggak bisa tegas soal emosi, karena dalam menyampaikannya saja mengalami masalah; gagap, salting, bingung, yang akhirnya berujung pada ketidaksempurnaan, hilangnya satu atau dua atau malah banyak makna dari emosi itu sendiri dan kemudian membuat diri sendiri merasa menyesal. Saying, "Aaah I shouldn't have said anything about this," karena lagi-lagi gagal, tapi begitupun tetap selalu mencoba untuk sharing tiap terjadi konversi drastis terhadap emosi.

Sampe sekarang juga gue heran kenapa susah banget bagi gue untuk mengekspresikan emosi, yang padahal gue tahu kepada siapa gue mencoba mengekspresikannya--orang-orang yang gue tahu pasti akan mendengar.

Mungkin gue takut.
Takut nggak atau salah dimengerti,
Takut pedapat orang lain,
Takut salah dalam beremosi--weird, I know.

Yang kontradiktif dari semua ini, gue mudah melupakan emosi. Mudah diubah mood-nya, mudah diubah pikirannya tentang apa yang wajar ditanggapi dengan emosi mana yang tidak, mudah dibuat merasa bersalah karena beremosi.

Strees gue bisa hilang dengan tindakan yang superduper simpel dan gampang, asal itu tindakan yang benar dari orang yang benar. Dan geram gue juga bisa muncul dengan mudah hanya dengan satu tindakan kecil, kalau menurut sudut pandang idealis gue itu wajar untuk digerami.

Tapi stress dan geram itu lalu mudah juga untuk dikonversi lagi, karena keidealisan gue nggak pernah bersifat atau bernilai mutlak, terlalu banyak cabang dari kemungkinan aksi manusia berkat ke-kompleks-an cara berpikir dan merasa mereka dan nggak jarang cabang satu dengan yang lain hanya memiliki sedikit perbedaan saat efek yang diberikan bisa jadi cukup besar perbedaannya. Tricky, quite tricky.

......Emosi.
Pernah kebayang, gimana hidup tanpa emosi?

Capsa

Capsa, capsa, capsa, siapa yang gatau capsa? Cara mainin kartu bridge paling seru (yah at least di lingkungan gue) as far as i'm concerned. Pertama kali gue main capsa pas gue masih SD, kelas empat apa tiga, gitu. Diajarin abang gue yang kelasnya waktu itu lagi terkena demam capsa. Dulu mainnya selalu sama keluarga, karena di SD gue ga ada yang ngerti dan gue juga ngga ngerti gimana ngajarinnya. Tapi yah namanya juga demam, sifatnya temporary. Jadi setelah beberapa bulan keluarga gue seru-seruan main, sindromnya hilang begitu saja...

Lalu, pas gue SMA, temen-temen gue (mostly boys) pada main capsa dengan sambil ketawa-ketawa dan teriak-teriak saking serunya haha. Tapi sayangnya, gue adalah sudah lupa aturan dan hands permainan itu. Jadilah gue bermain uno saat yang lain bermain capsa.

Sampe akhirnya, suatu hari saat sedang pulang bersama Mbe yang baaaiikk banget, dia dengan sabar merefresh otak gue tentang rules and hands at playing this game that also called Big 2 or Chinese Poker (Ya ga refresh juga sih sebenernya, orang gue bener-bener lupa hahaa). Daaan hari itu juga gue register ke Viwawa, lalu mulai jadi sering main capsa online haha.

Tapi for real, it's a good game. Kartu tinggi ngga cukup buat bikin lo menang, karena gue sendiri pernah dapetr four of a kind As dan masih kalah (itu gue yang payah atau lawannya yang terlalu jago, ga tau juga sih hahaa). Dan dari situ juga, kartu yang rendah bisa jadi kuat juga kalo lo kombinasiin mereka ke hand yang bener. Mungkin sok tau sih, orang gue masih beginner ya, kalah aja udah 400 kali-an dari 600-an game yang gue mainin hahaa

Okeee bagi anda-anda yang tidak (belum) mengerti permainan ini, gue akan meneruskan ilmu dari Mbe melalui post ini B-)

Untuk main capsa perlu 4 player, karena ga ada cangkulan jadi semua kartu harus dibagiin ke player. Joker ngga dipake, jadi jumlah kartu yang dimainin adalah 52. Kenapa empat player? Karena 52 dibagi tiga hasilnya bukan bilangan bulat. Kalo di bagi 2 hasilnya 26, kebanyakan. Jadi yang pas adalah 4, di mana tiap player megang 13 kartu.

(bridge card deck)

Soal tingkatan kartu, di capsa 2 adalah kartu yang paling tinggi, dan sisanya berurut seperti pada umumnya, maka 3 adalah kartu paling rendah. And for the suits, dari yang paling rendah ke paling tinggi adalah wajik/diamonds (♦)-keriting/clubs(♣)-hati/hearts(♥)-sekop/spades(♠)

Player yang pertama jalan adalah yang megang kartu 3♦, dan dia bebas bikin hands apa aja dengan kartu itu.

Hands di capsa bisa terdiri dari 1 kartu, 2 kartu, atau 5 kartu.

1. 1 kartu, ya biasalah, bebas apa aja asal satu, tapi lo harus ngeluarin kartu yang lebih tinggi dari yang ada di table, kalo kartunya sama, rank-nya ditentuin sama lambangnya. Contoh, A♠ menang dari A♦
2. 2 kartu, biasa disebut pair, yaitu dua kartu yang sama. Kaya K♠-K♣ dan K♥ -K♦, di mana pair yang ada sekopnya adalah pair yang lebih tinggi
3. Buat yang 5 kartu, ada 5 pasangan valid, dari rendah ke tinggi;

• Straight, 5 kartu yang berurutan angkanya tapi lambangnya ngga sama. Rank-nya ditentuin sama angka kartu tertinggi dari straight yang dikeluarin, kalo sama, liat lambangnya.
• Flush, 5 kartu dengan lambang yang sama tapi angkanya ngga berurutan. Rank ditentuin dari angka tertinggi, lalu lambangnya.
• Full House, 3 kartu dengan angka yang sama ditambah pair. Rank ditentuin dari angka kartu yang triple.
• Four of a Kind, 4 kartu dengan angka yang sama ditambah satu kartu bebas. Rank ditentuin dari angka kartu yang quadrouple.
• Straight/Royal Flush, gabungan dari straight dan flush, 5 kartu dengan angka berurutan dan lambangnya sama. Rank ditentuin dari angka tertinggi straight-nya, lalu lihat lambang kalo angkanya sama.

(a staight flush)

Lalu, ada juga yang namanya Capsa, atau Dragon, yaitu kalo player dapet kartu dengan angka berurutan dari 2 sampai 3 (2-A-K-Q-J-10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3), lambang ngga harus sama. Player yang dapet ini otomatis akan langsung menang. Cuma ya gausah diharepin lah kartu dewa begini, kemungkinan dapetnya kecil banget, satu banding sembilan ribu-an gitu kalo ga salah.

Jumlah kartu yang dikeluarin harus sama dengan kartu yang ada di table, kalo kartu yang lo keluarin nggak ada yang lawan dan giliran udah balik ke lo lagi, maka lo bebas ngeluarin kartu apa aja

Yaaa, singkatnya mungkin begitu, kalau ada yang salah tolong kasih tau ya ;p
Main capsa seru lho, apalagi kalo bareng temen-temen sambil duduk-duduk santai gitu (ga deng sok tau doang, gue belom pernah main non-online setelah diajarin mbe) haha anyways, happy playing everyone!

Hubungan Antara Mata dan Tidur

Tepat satu hari yang lalu, kakak gue cerita bahwa ada satu juniornya temennya yang tidur saat ospek dengan mata terbuka. Bahkan ia sempat berkedip.

Karena pertama kali denger ada yang kaya gitu, jadilah gue dengan noraknya menceritakan hal ini kepada beberapa orang dan mendapat respon yang relatif berbeda satu dengan lainnya;

"Ngga mungkin lah...! Itu tuh palingan bengong tapi sampe yang nggak sadar gitu bengongnya."
"Ya ampun dia tidur Lang, bukan bengong!"
"Tau dari mana dia tidur?"
"Di coba dibangunin, tapi ngga sadar-sadar. Pake ngedip, malah."
"Nah iya! Itu tuh bengong!"
"Tiduuuur!"
"Ngga mungkinlah melek pas tidur, blablabla..." (ngomong ilimiah gitu dia, lupa gue haha)
"Aduh tapi itu tuh yadayadayada.." (sok-sok berargumen, padahal modal sok tau doang)
Entah kenapa kita sama-sama ngotot sama pendapat sendiri sampai lama-lama mulai asal ngomongnya dan akhirnya malah ngelantur ke topik lain...
-Faza


"Hahaha itu sih akting."
"Nggaaa, tidur beneran!"
"Akting! Nih, aku juga bisa." (Mempraktekkan)
"Coba ya." (Gangguin biar aktingnya gagal)
....Beberapa saat dan tak ada reaksi
"Tuh kan." (Bangga)
"Ahahahaaa iya deh" (Ketawa-ketawa sendiri)
-Mbe



"Ya ampun ada-ada aja sih ckckck"
"Iya, aneh ya Ma?"
...Reaksi yang cukup datar ya haha
-Mother

Kalo gue sendiri sih ngakak sampe sakit perut pas diceritain, karena langsung ngebayangin setting kejadiannya, yang banyak orang ngeliatin terus senior-seniornya orang-orang pada ngebangunin. Dan kayanya serem banget, gitu, orang melek tapi tidur. Tapi menarik, sih, hahaha. Dan anehnya gue malah ngotot gitu kalo ada orang yang bilang dia ngga tidur sebenarnya, padahal bisa aja kan kakak gue boong kan ya -___- hahaa

Nah then I interested dan googling buat nyari tau, "Tidur ngga merem beneran ada atau ngga sih?" dan ternyata............. memang ada.

"Do you sleep with your eyes open or do you close them? Are you prone to drooling as well? If you slumber with your eyes open while sleeping, you and about a million other people (possibly a billion other people world-wide) share the disorder of keeping the eyes open while asleep." (Taken from here)

Dan kata para penderitanya sih, tidur sambil merem itu bikin mata kering pas bangun dan pengelihatan jadi buram sesaat sampai matanya basah lagi. Gue sempet ngebayangin gitu kalo gue punya disorder yang sama jadi bisa tidur kapan aja ya pas pelajaran hahaha tapi jangan deh, soalnya ada yang sampe make tape (gue ngga ngerti tape macem apa) gitu buat mata pas tidur biar tetep ketutup dan ngga mengering.

Eh atau jangan-jangan one of you ada yang kaya gini? Atau apakah lo adalah orang yang diceritakan kakak gue? Waah pertanyaan mana pun, kalo jawabannya iya, gue no offense yaa ehehehe

....Tapi ya ampun sampe sekarang gue masih pengen ketawa sendiri kalo ngebayangin si junior orang itu tidur sambil melek :---D

Viva la Vida by Coldplay

Pertama kali denger, kalo ngga salah pas VMA atau apaa gitu di MTV tahun 2008. First impression, bagus. Nada dan rhythm-nya asik, uncommon. Liriknya nggak terlalu kedengeran, tapi i intended to find out. Terus gue nungguin sampe lagunya selesai tapi ternyata judulnya tidak muncul haha. Waktu itu sih biasa aja, cuma agak ngerasa sayang soalnya lagunya bagus and I wanted to explore it.

Terus beberapa minggu kemudian, i heard Violet Hill, which like Viva la Vida, has the uncommon rhythm. I thought it was it. Hahahaa gue kira Violet Hill itu Viva la Vida, soalnya udah lamaaa dengernya jadi agak lupa nadanya. So i googled the lyrics, and added the song to my playlist.

Naaah terus tadi pagi, i was watching channel [V] dan ada vclipnya Coldplay, which was not Violet Hill. Dan gue kaya inget sesuatu gitu pas denger lagunya. Dan baru nyadar yang kaya "Waah ini dia lagunyaaa!" dan untungnya itu vclip, jadi pas di akhir lagu pasti ada creditnya. After I found out the title, I used limewire and googled the lyrics.

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

[Chorus:]
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world [x2]

And hell, jujur ya, sebenarnya gw belum ngerti 100% apa arti lagunya yang sebenernya tapi gw ngerasa kaya dapet feelnya. The words are just... apa yah. They're perfectly telling the story. It's perhaps about the washed-out prosperousness, how people may only judge you by your glory, and... it sucks to lose things, especially when they're all you used to be about.

That's just lyrically, not to mention the musical parts, how the orchestra instruments opened the song, how the percussion sounded beautifully haunting, and how the beat and the vocal delivered the song grandiosely.

How's the song in you ear? Does it fascinate you as how it does me? Or you have another interpretation about it? Haven't heard it yet? Well I've embedded the song at the sidebar. You can take a listen if you like.

Oh and now Alexander's playing the song for the 20th times. Maybe it will keep playing and be my company through the night :-D

Well, have a splendid night, everyone!

I'm a Dreamy Idealist

I just tried this free online personality test few minutes ago, and the result says that I'm a Dreamy Idealist, and they gave me a button. So I read the result, bolded and crossed ones that don't really describe me, bolded lines that are truer than others, and bolded and italic-ed ones that are... oh whatever.

Well here they are;

Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.

For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.

As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.

....

So there are more bolded lines than crossed ones. Means, the test are pretty much accurate. I interested in other results though... So how's your result? Interested in taking the test? If so, try it. And when you done, why don't you share the result with me? :-D

Anyways, have a good day, mates!

Selamat Ulang Tahun Indonesiaku

Yaaa, jadi hari ini adalah hari kemerdekaan Republik Indonesia, tanggal 17 Agustus. Seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya, gue wajib ikut upacara di sekolah. Dan seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya juga, mayoritas berseru "Yaaaaah..." waktu diumumin wajib upacara. Ya iyyyalah itu berarti rutinitas pagi seperti biasa hanya untuk kurang-lebih satu jam berdiri menonton sambil diam.

Personally, gue santai aja soal upacara. Yah awalnya males sih, tapi setelah mikir itu cuma sekali setahun dan apa yang terjadi sampe tiap 17 Agustus satu negara wajib upacara, malah jadi merasa bersalah kalo ga dateng.

Jadi ya tadi pagi bangunlah gue jam 5. Ngantuk, seperti biasa. Mandi beres-beres blablabla, gue keluar rumah sekitar jaaam... 5.45? Lupa. Tapi yang gue inget jelas adalah saat gue keluar rumah ada banyak bendera di luar, both red-white ones and colourful ones. Tiba-tiba jadi seneng aja liatnya hehe.

Oh ya dan gue inget banget ya pas gue lagi jalan keluar ada one retarded pathetic little ugly lousy smelly loser yang dengan f nya teriak "masih jaman sekolah?!" ke gue. Dan he's too much of a loser buat menunjukkan wujud hinanya but perhaps harusnya gue bersyukur ngga perlu membiarkan mata gue ngeliat gituan.

Nyampe sekolah, dan ya udah upacara. Ngga terlalu rame, banyakan kelas X-nya daripada kelas XI. Berasa nasionalis? Hmm iya lumayan tapi pas upacara aja, abis itu ya udah. Yah gimana ya, mau ikut lomba-lomba gitu juga udah males, tetangga aja cuma 2 yang gue kenal hahaha gimana mau asik mainnya? Udah gitu kebanyakan mbak-mbak dan mang-mang mencurigakan yang dateng. Mungkin itu kesempatan mereka flirting-flirting kali ye, pembantu gue juga ikutan soalnya haha.

Yaa begitulah 17 Agustus gue tahun ini. Hows yours?

Xepele 2010

The post title is actually the name of my former class while i were in 10th grade.

What I love the most about the class?

1. They welcome me, no matter how freak I am
2. I learn a lot there, a lot more than just educational stuffs
   
3. I had a lot of fun. And by saying a lot i do mean a lot
4. I met cool people, which now mostly I became close friends with
5. I knew this wonderful, dimpled, sideburned boy through this class; But most of all,
6. I can be me there

It's like all-in-one, you know? I love them, I love that class. They bring me joy spirit zestfulness and whatnot. I know I'm being such a spoiled kid here but who cares, i miss them. I do.

But come to think about my first time there. Pretty much like right now. Yes now, that I'm in the new class of eleventh graders. So then I hope this year will be as wonderful as one i experienced in Xepele. Well, more, if it can possibly be. Amen.

So how's your new classes? Anything you wanna share?