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bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete bete

tau ah bete ah kesel pokoknya keseeel siapa yang nyadar udah bikin kesel, would you please stand up? Ayo dong kasian dong nih aaaaaaa

...Hey what do you do when you're pathetically in a bad mood? I used to drink colas, liters of colas. And as weird as it sounds, it heals. But since I got much fatter because of that, i try to stop. So... yeah, i'm looking for the new alternative.

I thought blogging would do. Right, sometimes they do, actually. But not this very moment. I don't know why i get so upset. Even too upset to eat my last slice of bread which smeared with the great-great choco paste. I just want to sit, drink, write, shut. Sleep is not on the list.

I like turning silent. Feels good, moreover if the mind starts to scramble. Like i'm having this queer monologue inside, saying all possibilities regarding the situation. Freak enough to be called a freak? Haha you tell me.

Anjrit for heaven's sake, bener2 ga ngubah mood. Still the same old annoying mood, the same ugly face expression, the same loony bad thoughts.

Help me dong, bete nih zzzzzzzzzz