Okay, what makes today is not 100% shitty is, I have a chance of getting a new personal computer since Mox is definitely getting older and slower.
So I'm thinking about what kind of personal computer would I want? First thing on the list is, well, iMac
Maybe I've got too comfortable with XP but i always have this crush with Apple's products. That i(add a noun here) is brilliant. But then I realized that the major point of why I like Apple's products is the design, the outer look. I want something... simple, elegantly simple. Unusual. Pretty. Not black, maybe?
But the budget is kind of tight so... I don't know.
About the spec, first priority is speed, then graphs, then sound. I want to be able to play the sims 3--which Mox isn't able to run. I don't know what I should get, chance like this maybe will take years to come again so I need to use this one rightly, fully.
Oh, money.
Sorry for the bad structure, I'm having a rough day.
I Don't Get You
Don't love too much you'll end up hurting. People say that, same thing as don't hope too high, it will feel worse when you got to fall. But is it really so? To me they sound like a person who's afraid of taking chances, a person who likes to play it safe.
Maybe people tell you that cause they care about you, so you won't get hurt.
But is it really the only point? Not getting hurt?
I hate you, you're not fair. How could you? Now suddenly you build up a tall huge wall, a wall that has never been there before as far as I'm concerned--and I'm always concerned.
I could never act the same, ever again.
...How could you? (sob)
Maybe people tell you that cause they care about you, so you won't get hurt.
But is it really the only point? Not getting hurt?
I hate you, you're not fair. How could you? Now suddenly you build up a tall huge wall, a wall that has never been there before as far as I'm concerned--and I'm always concerned.
I could never act the same, ever again.
...How could you? (sob)
50 First Reactions
This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Re-post it for all of your friends.
1. Beer: Heineken
2. Food: Eat?
3. Relationship: Mbe
4. Crush: 9th grade
5. Power Rangers: The uh, the yellow one.
6. Life: Pull it off
7. The President: SBY
8. Yummy: Gum
9. Car: Driving like it's nothing special
10. Movie: Wolverine
11. Halloween: ...Pumpkin
12. Sex: Fuckers
13. Religion: Mosque
14. Hate: Drama drama drama
15. Fear: Lily Allen (d'uh)
16. Marriage: Huge, white bride dress
17. Blondes: Hair, of course?
18. Slippers: Wearing it
19. Shoes: Heels
20. Asians: Slanted eyes
21. Pastime: The Click Five
22. One night stand: Barney Stinson
23. My cell phone: Kicked it accidentally, asphalt, a moment ago.
24. Smoke: Smokers who look cool smoking (which are pretty rare)
25. Fantasy: Squall and friends
27. High school Life: Working on it
28. Pyjamas: Cotton
29. Stars: Gunung Bunder
30. Center: Circle
31. Alcohol: My pink chemistry module
32. The word LOVE: Magical
33. Friends: Faces
34. Money: Me taking a bath in a tub full of money
35. Heartache: Rejected
36. Time: Clocks, especially the old, antique looking ones.
37. Divorce: Rings
38. Dogs: I wish they're not religiously forbidden
39. Undies: The Sims
40. Parents: My mom
41. Babies: Little socks and clothes
42. Ex: Failed romance attempt
43. Song: Norell
44. Color: A Color palette
45. Weddings: Western styled ones, with maid of honor
46. Pizza: One with blueberry topping, like the one in Who Has The Biggest Brain. Shoot.
47. Hangout: People standing in front of a wall full of graffitis, some of them hold a skateboard
48. Rest: Sleep
49. Goal : Soccer
50. Inspiration: Hairspray
...Oh I'm so random.
My Kind Of Game
1. Restaurant City by Playfish
Build your very own restaurant...
...Decorate them as you wish...
...And run for recipes!
Oh God, that simple yet addictive.
2. Who Has The Biggest Brain by Playfish
Absolutely the funnest way to train your brain
Analyze your brain capability and find out how big your brain is by simply playing 4 entertaining mini games!
So, whose brain do you have? :--D
Play them for free at Facebook! (D'uh I sound like a commercial break)
Be right back, got to play some more.
Have a nice day, people! :--*
Have a nice day, people! :--*
Things That Frustrate Me
- My boyfriend hardly want to talk to me and suddenly I barely want to do anything.
- I have to get up at 6 tomorrow, I don't think I can do that.
- I ran out of cash.
- These stuffs about being 12th grader make my stomach sick. I don't want to think about it, yet I have to.
- School assignments drive me nuts, there are tons of homeworks to be done, physics of remedy test to come, some TF to take, yet I almost know nothing about this term subject focuses.
- I haven't done any layout for The Yearbook, the article and material aren't even complete yet, had to wait for them and the deadline is 1st of May. How can I just wait?
- I said yes to a responsibility I'm not sure I can handle.
- School's coming in two days.
- I want to hang out with my boyfriend. I've been waiting for this the whole day but I piss him off and he called the event off. I don't blame him, I'm just upset.
- I'm sorry
Seventeen + Some More Days
So I have to change my about me section as soon as possible since the age stated there is no longer true. Yes Nunu today is the seventeen-year-old one since at this year's 17th of April she has turned seventeen!
My first 17th birthday cake was from my kind-hearted fellows of 11 Science B
It was this second break of the day, I was kind of upset cause I have no company at that moment. Having no company at your birthday, admit it, it sucks. But then suddenly little crowd of people approached me and the song "Happy Birthday to You" started to fade in--only the word "to you" was replaced with my name :--D
I swear, the first thing came to my mind was "Wey, who's birthday is it?" hahaha weeeird, but then it took me merely seconds to realised that I was that lucky birthday girl. They wished me a happy birthday, I blew the candles, then we ate the cake together ♥
The second (and the most unique one) was from my beloved fomer class, Xepele.
They gave it to me after school ends. Suddenly they came through the canteen with an decorated board and seventeen pieces of ...Kue Tete. I laughed hard when I saw these LOL
The cake I'm talking about
They said there was a wisdom behind why-they-chose-kue-tete; it's a symbol of maturity which is what the number 17 is all about. This made me laugh even harder.
So there were 17 pieces of it and each one of them was attached with lit candle, certain people hold certain piece and I have to blew all the candles off! So I blew them all and ate a piece out of seventeen. The most delicious Kue Tete I've ever eaten, tasted like Happy Birthday haha
The board was decorated with drawing of me (which was so creative, they used wool for my hair and the ends were curly, omg! My braces were made of square colourful beads, and for the clothing they used remnants with various prints) and at the back there were signatures of my friends, all wishing me a happy birthday!
The Board in the making
The Board and one of the 17 Cakes
Q : What's it like, being seventeen?
A : Well, for me it's practically the same.
- Having the real I.D card? Well yeah it's still in the process till this day and I think once it's finished it'll just stuck on my wallet like my student card and other cards is (which I had before I'm seventeen).
- Being legitimate when it comes to applying for driver's license? Well my parent's not interested in buying me wheels of my own and none of people around me have enough time to teach me how to drive, so....
- Having access to watch films rated for adults? Well the sixteen-year-old-and-previous me has watched some films with adult rating (I'm not speaking of porn here)
My first 17th birthday cake was from my kind-hearted fellows of 11 Science B
It was this second break of the day, I was kind of upset cause I have no company at that moment. Having no company at your birthday, admit it, it sucks. But then suddenly little crowd of people approached me and the song "Happy Birthday to You" started to fade in--only the word "to you" was replaced with my name :--D
I swear, the first thing came to my mind was "Wey, who's birthday is it?" hahaha weeeird, but then it took me merely seconds to realised that I was that lucky birthday girl. They wished me a happy birthday, I blew the candles, then we ate the cake together ♥
Blowing Candles
They gave it to me after school ends. Suddenly they came through the canteen with an decorated board and seventeen pieces of ...Kue Tete. I laughed hard when I saw these LOL
The cake I'm talking about
They said there was a wisdom behind why-they-chose-kue-tete; it's a symbol of maturity which is what the number 17 is all about. This made me laugh even harder.
So there were 17 pieces of it and each one of them was attached with lit candle, certain people hold certain piece and I have to blew all the candles off! So I blew them all and ate a piece out of seventeen. The most delicious Kue Tete I've ever eaten, tasted like Happy Birthday haha
The board was decorated with drawing of me (which was so creative, they used wool for my hair and the ends were curly, omg! My braces were made of square colourful beads, and for the clothing they used remnants with various prints) and at the back there were signatures of my friends, all wishing me a happy birthday!
The Board in the making
The Board and one of the 17 Cakes
The third cake was from my boyfriend. He gave the cake and a birthday gift while we were alone together. He always said earlier to me that he want to give his own treat for me personally, when there are only the two of us, and he really did ♥
I need to catch my ride to Bandung later that day, cause my brother was about to officially graduate from his college the next day. So Mbe drove me to the travel office and then I went to Bandung at seven pm.
This is when I realised that my father forgot my birthday. Yeah, the only stain of the day. Pffft but oh well
I arrived at around half past nine, and this was when I received my fourth cake, which was from my family (well technically my father didn't participate, but anyways) along with a birthday present
It's kind of hard to say goodbye to the day, to let go of those zests. But time didn't give a damn, that's why today's 23rd of April, not 17th. But maybe it's good that time flies, cause up till today I still carry the happiness lots of people gave me and from that I learned that true happiness, stays. :--)
Thank you very berry much,
xx
Nunu (17)
This is when I realised that my father forgot my birthday. Yeah, the only stain of the day. Pffft but oh well
I arrived at around half past nine, and this was when I received my fourth cake, which was from my family (well technically my father didn't participate, but anyways) along with a birthday present
Thank you very berry much,
xx
Nunu (17)
I'm 63% Mentally Ill
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[ ] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde.
subtotal: 4
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
subtotal: 6
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
subtotal: 8
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'
subtotal: 10
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
subtotal: 14
[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Subtotal: 21
Total: 21
NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 3
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.
[ ] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde.
subtotal: 4
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
subtotal: 6
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
subtotal: 8
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'
subtotal: 10
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
subtotal: 14
[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Subtotal: 21
Total: 21
NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 3
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.
Mraz Sings,
And do you know what it’s like to want her?
And to breathe her name in every song you sing?
She's in everything...
P.S
I find this heartbreaking.
A Chat Log From 17th April 2008
(10:26 PM) Nunu : kayanya aku agak lumayan sedikit ngerti cinta mbe heheI was turning 16 that day.
(10:27 PM) mbe : :-)
(10:27 PM) mbe : hehe
(10:27 PM) mbe : hmm
(10:27 PM) mbe : bagus dong
(10:27 PM) Nunu : hahaha
(10:27 PM) mbe : cinta itu apa?
(10:28 PM) Nunu : bukan sesuatu yang bisa diketik
Hahaha but aw come on Nu, you can do better!
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