Some Days Are Just Different

Since I'm a big fan of pictures, I'll leave you with some.

The best thing about this trip is the perfect timing. Stresses are out and I'm ready for school (but not midterm), people's faces starting to be blurry anyways, got to see them soon!
And hey, how's your holiday?

Credit for the pretty ones goes to Rachmat Lianda

A Quick Hi

Hey I just got back from a short trip abroad. Was having an awesome time, feet-tiring miles of walk, the best salmon teriyaki so far, and not to forget the stress-relieving paper bags :-3 But more on that later.

I went to buy a cake for my 23-year-old brother earlier tonight.

Wishing him a splendid 24th year of life before 30th September comes up. Have a nice one, Brah.

I'd like to keep on but this got to be short cause I'm having a bit of neck situation here. Tilting my head is not that easy right now, pffh. Well anyways, have a nice end of September people!

P.S. Will type more soon :-)

An Old Draft?

It's silly how people build up their own set, plot the story as how they see it will met up with their ego best. Putting people here and there as this and that so that the story will be dramatic enough to color their life, so that the "Finally" they're pursuing after will look beautiful and, I don't know, maybe good enough?

Okay. Enjoy your happy ending, be thankful for it, whatever. But you know what? How you tell your story all over town is not okay. Don't you feel it? Your lines are an insult. It's like crying "Oh no my ass is so biggg~," in front of someone who weigh twice--or maybe thrice--you do, except it's far much worse. Stop creating twists for your own satisfaction, if you only wanna be one of The Goods then don't even bother starting a story.

And no, don't ever, ever, ever again say that you've tried these shoes. It's an even bigger insult.

1 Syawal 1430 H

The Smoke You Caught By Hand

"I can't feel my past, they're surreal to me. They're like these moments attached to my brain but my heart didn't really remember living. Like a sound clip or a filmstrip, flashes of movies in a digital player without a remote control."

Shot by sachyn@sxc.hu

A Long Sigh

You see, life is like the biggest joker ever, a bad one, if one might add. It gives you unexpected turns, sudden rush of motions, and stupid surprises. Life is like this fuckin smarty-ass, which actually knows everything but picks smiling instead of telling, simply cause it wants to see you dropping your jaw once you end up with a dead end. As a friend, life kinda sucks. Yes, it dances with you when you're happy, but it doesn't give even the slightest crap when things turn upside down.
Life is a huge bully, you have to go with its rules, no options, no buts.

By the way this is estrogen typing. Over and out.

Humbug

I just took a listen to Arctic Monkey's newest album, Humbug.


Their music is... different, compared to their previous albums. Slower tempo, less upbeat tunes, and lyrically, less intriguing yet still twisted. Still got a special thrill for this band, though some of the new songs don't really fit my ears the way their previous songs do. Well they evolve, I guess.

Alex Tuner now and then. Feel any difference?

Look at Alex and his half covered face, also Jamie with his beard and new hairdo. They've grown even older.
Anyways I love these shots, the tone and lighting are simply pretty.

Take a listen too!
Cool Tracks : Cornerstone, Potion Approaching, Crying Lightning.

She was close,
And she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely,
"Please, can I call you her name?"
Cornerstone/Arctic Monkeys

The Scattered iTunes Library

Yang namanya minta maaf itu harusnya dibarengin sama keinginan untuk membuat keadaan lebih baik. You don't go around telling people "I just burned your house down, sorry. Why, you ask? Well just because I want to." right? It's pointless, it's asking the other person to put up with what you're doing without considering the fact whether he/she wants to or not. It's selfish. If that's the case, save your words for yourself, cause deep down inside you actually ignore what that other person feels, and in the end it doesn't really matter for you whether the answer to that "Sorry" is a yes or a no. Go ahead, be selfish, but just please stop putting that mask to make yourself feel better. I won't buy it.

Fives

5 things you think about yourself
Accurate way?
Lyrical, shy, independent, passionate, laid back
Emo way?
Sensitive, moody, longing, loner, loving.
Narcissistic way?
Creative, good listener, self-learner, kind, ...uncommon?

5 things that you do
Stupid things that made you in accident?
Nothing really
The most extreme thing you do?
Trying to slit my skin just to see how deep i can go haha
Something you regret in life?
Not having any particular extracurricular stuff mastered
Your current goal in life?
Got myself into certain college major
Your quote/motto of the day that you do?
"Words are just empty letters"

5 things about your appearance
Which body part you like?
Fingers? haha
Which body part you dislike?
My thighs and calves
Acne problem?
Fortunately nothing serious
If you have a tattoo, where will you put it?
One side of my neck, like Pete's hehe
Fetish?
Nothing really

5 more things about you
Currently likes?
Cereal with cold chocolate milk
Currently dislike?
The weather
Weakness?
Sloth
Ability?
Enduring loneliness
Extra ability?
Err, i can wiggle my ears?

Your 5 confession?
I dance to almost every beat when I'm around my sister
I think my voice doesn't sound so bad when I sing
I have issues with self-confidence
I'm always interested in things related to suicide
I have plenty of very unbelievable confessions left but I'm saving it for my true friend. Ha.